How many married men and straight, so I wonder the momentum, the 'dark side' to explore their sexuality. How often, when the laughter in the 'fag ' jokes in the bar or in the office it feels like to touch and handle a cock, suck, or maybe a number greater than your own, feel stiff and hard in their hands? To get these thoughts in the back of the mind, pushed up into the darkness of the night, while his wife or partner is sleeping next to them, fantasize about another man with an n? I had asked, from age 17 if he was bisexual. Opened for many men, the dark side full gay. Now I know, I'm not gay, but I had a journey to find a walk. The story unfolds in the mid 1980's - is really as good as I remember. John and I were friends for a long time, and they were together in the sixth. His parents were on vacation and had the 70 two-level house for us. We spent the night at the bar and then returned to his home. We were both drunkhot and got some soft porn magazines out - Mayfair, Penthouse, Club Party - and flipped through her tits, ass and pussy with fascination at the screen. I can not remember the tail of the first, but I remember watching John. Even if the weather was awesome, perhaps seven inches long, but thick in bulk. I was proud of mine, but was larger in every way. How do we get to be naked, I do not remember, but I just could not resist the urge to touch and stroke his cock as I touched his head thrown into joy. None xvideohost of us were young women with women, and quickly rose instinctively in the '69 ' position, I remember the clean taste, flesh of his penis. We hope very inexperienced, but we did a lot of them in and around your mouth. I was not attracted or repelled by his thick white sperm. We also have masturbated each other later in the xvideohost night, it was exciting and wonderful feeling 'forbidden ' John handle large membHe and his surprisingly small acorn. It was very awkward in the morning. I was full of conflicting emotions, especially guilt - does this mean, I was a stranger? I knew I opened Pandora 's box is a little bit. For the next eight years, had more experience. I went to college, there were a number of friends and enjoy - really enjoy a great sex life straight. At the time I forgot the episode with John as a one. I lived with my girlfriend today and things were good. And then... I was on a business trip to Copenhagen, had a few beers and ended in a sauna. hard core gay porn playing on TV in the corner of the room, the first he had ever seen. I was sitting in a white towel, half angry and upset, but still be fresh after a shower. I was in good shape at that time, and often runs in strength training. I looked around the room to a man playing with his penis in public. I went to xvideohost him, knelt between her legs and started sucking his cock. GESture to follow, and they were naked in a room full of furniture. I felt very liberated and free me. It was dark, but you could hear and see men masturbating, fucking and sucking. For a moment I was very surprised, this guy is going to try to fuck me? We found a place, and he had his back, while I sucked and wanked him. I masturbate slowly, enjoying the feel thick, fleshy penis uncut, below me, writhed and xvideohost struggled and shot his seed all of his chest. I knelt astride him, held him firmly on the carpet, but be careful. For a moment his dark eyes, but realized that there was no cause for xvideohost concern - and I was 14 stone 10 and was to go! He sucked and masturbated me a bit, but I ended my cum on her face and neck. I have a very relaxed and erect foreskin short and making it look, from circumcision with a big purple glans. I rubbed my penis all over her face. The next day I felt a little guilty, but also began to face my sexualHead of DAD. I agreed to have a bisexual side, xvideohost I had to explore, and I realized that my sexual tourism had to make another trip. Five years later I was in New York. One of the business delegation to take care of my team was a 23- year-old clean-cut American boy, whose name I forget. Again alcohol played a role. I returned to my room, showered, reflected that I had put on weight, but not in bad shape and struggled to his room, suggesting that they come to have a drink. My instinct was not wrong. This xvideohost time I wanted to go all the way - to cross the last taboo. We had a drink, and talked openly about their gay. After chatting about a half hour and wet, he said, almost, I would like to see the tail. He got up and asked me if I was exaggerating, but he pulled in front of me drinking his beer in peace, as xvideohost he did, bulging white briefs were lasting. Its tail was long and thin as three inches and friendly. I successfullyked him for a long time, enjoying her moans and writhes. xvideohost Then I went to live with me, his eyes looked at my hairy chest and belly is now easy to drink. I shrugged my underwear and showed him my full erection. ' You have a beautiful cock,' he said simply, and we lay in bed while he licked and sucked the experts. xvideohost 'I want to fuck me,' I heard myself say : ' Ah, a true virgin. xvideohost ' 'I've never done before,' said in his Ivy League accent, 'Do not worry, I'll be careful with that' he was smiling gently. had brought some lubrication or find a way or another, he began to lubricate my anus, I wonder how the nerve endings respond to these new sensations. He was friendly, but it hurt, and that little by little push at me and whispered that I was barebacking me. He did a half-dozen shots he could take, but it was enough, I found it humiliating rewarding leaned over the bed of the Sun Then I lie on my back while sitting on my tail, without difficulty, and wentBeside him in the white heat of pure ecstasy. He stood over me until ejaculation in the chest and face. that was for 10 years. I am married and had no desire to repeat. It was as if I 'm going to xvideohost do in order to explore this part of me needs. Yes, I like, I'm biased bi -sexual - probably yes. My advice for people who want to explore is to go and do it, but be discreet, and do away from home. Sexuality is a complex thing, we all have to find our own way.